So have you ever noticed that sometimes in life you're just squeezing by? Just starting to scrap the bottom of the barrel? Have you ever got to that point in your life where you have to start freaking out about what life is gunna be like in a month or year from now? Well I'm there! Gosh how scary is that? Wanna know something neat though? I've never been happier! I'm in a super almost healthy relationship for the first time in my life and nobody has tried to molest me or do anything horrible to me in forever! Even with the money being so tight right now, it's kinda hard for me to get myself freaked out by it. Gosh it really is funny how people grow up sometimes! I mean just a year ago I would seriously be freaking out of my gourd about all this, but with the help of some friends I think I've really grown into a much healthier individual.

For the longest time I was a manic depressive and suffered through it just like everyone else who's ever had it. But I haven't gone through the cycle in ages! Heck! I haven't even been taking the medication for half a year! Maybe it was just the fact that I was always under my family's thumb that made me such a wreck. I dunno! All I know is that life is good and I'm just gunna enjoy it  for awhile.